How it all started

At some point in my life, I decided that I wanted better for myself.

It was no eureka moment though. There was no specific moment in time that turned my world upside down. It was quite the opposite actually; a culmination of seemingly random moments here and there.

I drew inspiration from quotes, phrases, and images that resonated with me and came back to them whenever doubts, fears, or insecurities about my journey would inevitably creep in. I even printed some of them out and created a "Wall of Motivation" at work, a vision board of sorts, to keep me focused on what was important to me.

They served as a compass; directing me to my true North.

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My life changed when I decided to no longer admire qualities in other people, but to be the type of person who embodied those specific qualities — to be the type of person I'd like to meet.

The type of person who is curious; always eager to grow and expand; a lifelong student and learner.

The type of person who is inspired to do better, be better, and be compassionate towards herself and others.

Above all, the person I aspired to be is real, honest, and transparent with herself and with others.

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And so with that intention in mind, I took a leap of faith and resigned from my corporate job.

When I resigned, I’d already been accepted into a Master’s program in Edinburgh as it was the next logical step forward in my career. I had roughly 8 months before the start of the program so I gave myself a ‘‘gap year’’ to do all the things I ‘never had the time for’; to sit with myself, figure out who I wanted to be, and how I wanted to show up for myself.

Then the pandemic hit.

And all of a sudden, I had all the time in the world to sit with myself — with my hopes, ambitions, dreams, and aspirations.

I had all the time in the world to sit with my insecurities, limiting beliefs, shame, and judgment — with my demons.

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I took another leap of faith and withdrew my Master’s application because while it was the next logical step forward in my career, I was no longer certain that that career was the next logical step forward in my life.

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And as such, my journey unfolded from unconscious to conscious to intentional.

And as such, my journey has led me to where I am today and to the roles I play as a: